A different shade of WHTE
Wednesday
HEYA,
I am certainly feeling better now. The BIG thingy on monday reallie stole all happiness. For ppl who didn't know what happen. I had people coming to me venting their anger on me due to their UNABILITY to cope with their emotions. I gues on a NORMAL situation, they would have taken what I said quite alright... BUT I had to be the unfortunate person.
I wasn't even angry, but greatly sadden. Why do people CLAIM that they care, when they treat you like SHIT. It's quite an irony in life how things are. It's like
''U are precious friend to me, other than when I am having PSM or STRESSED.''
Feels like business law. All the exemption clauses. That's reallie sad. I don't believe it lar.. It's quite disappointing. My UNDERSTANDING of the word friend is to try to be there for the person if possible -- not exactly to hurt your friends becuase of ur own weakness. Friends are there, cuz they are gifts BUT THEY ARE NOT THERE FOREVER. Perhaps we shouldn't take friends for granted ...
This is my UNDERSTANDING of the word, 'friends'. I guess as time pass or a different generation.. this word just has a different meaning. Like the word COKE. It used to be a drink, now it's a drug... WHAHAH!!
So it explains all the crying and sobbing. Believe, the day after the saga was terrible. I had class at 830 till 1845... GOSH!! 10hours in school. Eyes swollen and heart aching. I guess what is over is over. I don't believe in remember the history... I just believe in being happy. =0) Maybe that's why I look YOUNG =)... and maybe that's why I don't like history. So sad... Move on in life!! So don't bother to ask me what happen. HEY it's OVER ....
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Anyway, I found my NEW fav song. It's the JAY CHOU song... ??. I don't know what that means, but the song is reallie reallie nice. It's about broken promises. Though the other party forgave the promiser... the promiser can't forgive himself and the guilt tt is in him!! So NICE... Reaalie touching...
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Perhaps, the person that is hardest to forgive is yourself....
Anyway, I had a reallie wonderful time with Ja Ja binks. I went down to Orchard to meet her for breakfast. As usual, I forgot to bring my HP and we couldn't contact each other... I finally got the CD from her. Prolly would listen to it tomorrow. Quite exciting. I, for one, seldom buy 'church' produced CD. But this one should be quite good... I heard her choir sing at her birthday once.. Reallie GOOD!!
Yup, then we went for shopping and stuff.... - Watching Collateral. Mr Cruise is reallie CUTE.. Nice silver hair. It's generally nice... no twist with a REALLIE straight plot. That makes it reallie strange .. very normal. Not too bad lar.
[ when u are so used to all the twisted plots from SEcret Window or Village]
princess maddie.
the princess
madeleine aka maddie
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St Theresa's Prayer
May today there be peace within
May you trust God that you're exactly
where you are meant to be
May you not forget the infinite possibilities
that are born of faith
May you use these gifts that you have
received and pass on the love
that has been given to you
May you be content knowing
you are a child of God
Let this presence settle into your bones and
let your soul the freedom to
SING
DANCE
PRASIE &
LOVE
It's there for each & everyone of us
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